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your son or daughter may ask you one day “mom, dad.. what do you fear the most?”
what would your answer be..?
i mean.. **if we take it from the non religious perspective**  
i know from now what my answer would be..
i would simply say “SHARKS”!

just the thought of the “existance of sharks” terrifies me.. it gives me this weird tingly feeling..
i remember when we went to Australia, Gold Coast to be more specific.. we went to this aquarium place..
we were in some kind of a tunnel and we were surrounded by all types of fish..
i cant forget how i reacted when i saw the SHARKS above me swimming.. and giving me their deadly look.. ahhhh…. i felt my heart sink deeply into my tip toes!.. i was just praying that the aquarium wouldnt break!..it was such a horrible experience..

at times, my best friend would tease me and tell me.. how can you fear something that isnt on land **cos sharks are in the sea**.. well… i know the fact that sharks cant walk.. which means im in PEACE.. but the idea of them being alive.. kills me..

That’s why i SO REFUSE to go on sea trips..
another experience with my FEAR:  
in gold coast.. we went on a simple sea trip.. OMG!,.. my face turned.. purple, blue , green or you can simply say the “rainbow colors” oh and also it turned EXTREMELY pale for seconds..
the only place my eyes were locked on in the whole trip was the “sea“.. i was looking deeply into the sea.. trying to gaze deeply and focus incase a shark popped out and planned to pass by and say “hello”..
i was so scared… i started having these negative thoughts.. about drowning.. seeing sharks gather around me!! aaahhh… sharks just IRRITATE ME!

so there!..this is my story about what i fear the most..
so now.. it’s your turn…

tell me  “What Do You  Fear THe Most?” 

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Promise

A promise is a word spoken by the heart
It stays in your heart until you do what you promised
people think promise is only a word
but i think that only true hearts can say it
you break someone’s heart because you broke a promise
and it happens because of a simple word
To me it’s a hard word to say
because i cant be sure if i can keep it all day

 :: written when i was 13 ::

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Poor People 

These Poor People Are All ALone
They Haven’t Even Got A Home
Some Are Kids Who Are Orphans
And Some Are Kids Who Are ILL
You Spend Your Money On THings That God Had Forbidden
Why Not Look At The Kids Who Were Found Dead Hidden?
People May Not Be Interested In What You Did
But You Helped A Family Who ALmost Lost Their Hungry Kid
I  Feel The Way They Do Everyday
Even Though I Have A Place To Stay
That’s Why I Oblige Myself To Ease Their Pain
So That Happiness and Health Of The Poor Would Be My Only Aim

:: Written by me When I was almost 13 ::

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I feel so lost, so hurt, so confused.. i dont know whether i should cry or shout.. i dont know what to do.. every path  i take seem to lead me to nowhere.. every breath i take doesnt enrich my body with oxygen.. shall i cry? or shall i allow myself to be defeated by sadness?
shall i stand still or put up the white flag ?

do you know how it feels to be totally lost ?
do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the heart?
do you know how it feels to be all locked inside?
do you know how it feels to want something so badly but not get it..

it hurts alot.. this pain has  put some scars on my heart..
scars that will never be healed.. scars that will only bring more agony to me..

i have tried several times to hold back my pain and tears.. but at times,
i can no longer handle the pain in my heart and start to shed tears of pain.. one tear following the other..
Tears that seem to be burning my cheecks from the heat of sorrow..

ahhh.. my wound and pain are so deep..

I feel so lost, so confused, so hurt..

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That’s why now i tend to pray and ask ALlah to ease my pain.. because there is no healer other than ALlah.. and that’s why i now tend to read the “holy Quran” to know that “patience” is the best thing a person can have when he is feeling so lost, so confused and so hurt..

إِنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللّهِ - يوسف : 86

وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ - البقرة : 186

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