I feel so lost, so confused, so hurt
I feel so lost, so hurt, so confused.. i dont know whether i should cry or shout.. i dont know what to do.. every path i take seem to lead me to nowhere.. every breath i take doesnt enrich my body with oxygen.. shall i cry? or shall i allow myself to be defeated by sadness?
shall i stand still or put up the white flag ?
do you know how it feels to be totally lost ?
do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the heart?
do you know how it feels to be all locked inside?
do you know how it feels to want something so badly but not get it..
it hurts alot.. this pain has put some scars on my heart..
scars that will never be healed.. scars that will only bring more agony to me..
i have tried several times to hold back my pain and tears.. but at times,
i can no longer handle the pain in my heart and start to shed tears of pain.. one tear following the other..
Tears that seem to be burning my cheecks from the heat of sorrow..
ahhh.. my wound and pain are so deep..
I feel so lost, so confused, so hurt..
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That’s why now i tend to pray and ask ALlah to ease my pain.. because there is no healer other than ALlah.. and that’s why i now tend to read the “holy Quran” to know that “patience” is the best thing a person can have when he is feeling so lost, so confused and so hurt..
إِنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللّهِ - يوسف : 86
وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ - البقرة : 186
Salam 3likom…
we all go thru such days when u feel like the whole world is against you..when there’s no one to talk to & so..
Glad to know you knew exactly what to do
Allah ysahel 3lech sis.. tc
w3alaikoum isallam..
it seems like u’ve been through that too..
im much better now .. il7imdlillah..
thanks for ur comment..
7ayatyyyyyyy..
As pinkie said.. we all go through such phases..
some take a long time to heal..
some heal fast..
others never heal..
therez nothin u could do ‘3air ely glteeh,,
w allah y3eench w be “patient”..
luv ya!
thanks dear..
it’s just a matter of time and patience
dearest .. candle_ of _ hope..
i trust how u think .. and i trust your strength …
Hold On.. Hold On..
me… ” the place where your candle lightens..”
i hate those moments. well who would like them anyways? but they wrench and strangle ur soul and u feel cornered. life has cornered u and there’s no way out. usually this happen to me in nights…when everyone is sound asleep but im struggling to even breathe. my soul is suffocated. Turning to religion is the only way out and I’m glad you seek solace in God. Just pray for those horrible moments to pass…and just remember, we live in phases. A crappy phase passes…and then a good one comes in…and then a crappy one returns.
Just be strong. We’re all soul sisters here in the blogging world. I come to different pages of people whose writing I love (such as urs). It helps…ure never alone
thanks sis for cheering me up..
i know alotta people go through what i go through..
it’s just that we should all try hard to find the right way to express our sadness and anger and try to defeat our weaknesses..
i try my best not to let my sadness and pain overcome me, but at time.. i become vulnerable..
thanks again sister
I trust that you all know pain,and that you all know sorrow. But without the pain and sorrow would we really know how it feels to be alive and happy.
Your all very inspirational, thank you for letting me know im not alone.
“strength and patience”