My Experience with Death
The first thing I did when I entered my car was turn on the Music.. ahhh the thing my life depends on the most.. I was so proud of myself.. I was wearing make up , wearing sandals and wearing a Sheila with my hair all out.. I felt so beautiful..
I started cruising around my city Listening to the love words and thinking will I ever meet a guy who would sing this song to me..
Then suddenly my thoughts came to an end and everything went wrong in fractions of seconds.. The colorful world around me went black..
Sirens, Ambulance and people all surrounded me.. People shouting, crying and people nodding their heads sadly..
”What’s going on” I asked myself.
I looked to my left side and all what I could see was my car on fire..
huh? How could that have happened?
Firemen trying to extinguish the fire while the other kept shouting “everything is alright, everything is under control”
I felt a slight pain in my chest, I was scared in a way that could not be described..
I turned to my left side and all what I could see was blood on the floor, blood of whom, which I didn’t know..
My head felt light and I wanted to throw up , I was so sure that this was nothing but a dream.. I must be dreaming..
So I closed my eyes and opened It once again, and there.. it was nothing but REALITY!
I felt deep pain in my body, as if someone ripped my parts apart.. I thought for a moment that I got paralyzed.
”Help! Please Help, I am too young to die! Please”
unfortunately no one could hear my cries except my mind..
I looked around and things started to slow down, I felt as if I was watching a movie when things start to go into slow motion.. Unfortunately it was no movie.. The noise’s started to fade away.. I felt as if people were far away, as if I was at the highest mountain while they were talking to me from the lowest part on earth..
The only thing I could hear were my heart beats, I felt that my heart kept skipping beats..
Suddenly, everything around me froze the screams and cries of people could no longer be heard..
Was I dead?
Moments later, everything went blank..
”Teet .. Teet.. Teet..” I woke up from the ECG device, I looked around me and found myself in the ICU.. Hooked up by wires and surrounded by machines..
I was so scared, Because I knew that I would no longer live..
Questions kept rushing into my head..
How would I meet my Creator, Allah, after being a bad Person..
I don’t want to die, I have sinned a lot..
I started regretting everything I have done in the past..
I wish I could have apologized to mom for being a bad daughter..
I wish I haven’t lied to my dad when I partied while I told him then I would be at my friends house studying..
I wish I haven’t talked to guys on the phone
I wish , how I truly wish, that I didn’t listen to music the day of my accident.. What is the use of my regret..
Shall my repentance be accepted at this time?I started to sweat, I looked around me with wide eyes..
I was looking around, asking myself, in what form would the angel of Death come to me?
I have been a bad Muslim, and as I heard that he would come to me in the
scariest form..
I shivered and I could feel the sweat shed down my forehead..
Please Allah give me another chance, I haven’t been a good Muslim..
I have to do many things..
I promise I will read Quran, I promise I would stop listening to music, I promise I wont back bite my friends, I promise I wont swear at mom and dad..
”teet.. teet.. teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet” when I heard long beep I knew that my life came to an end… how I wish I was a good Muslim when I had the chance..
how I was filled with ignorance.. I woke up gasping for air, I tried to catch my breath..
My heart was beating like a horse galloping in a race tract..
I looked around me, my room, my bed..
I am alive.. ALhamdulillah I am still alive..
It was nothing but a horrible dream..
I got out of bed and knew that this was a warning sign for me.. and that It was time for me to repent..
I collected all of my music cassettes, CD’s , inappropriate clothes, love novels and threw them all away..I made ablution and then prayed as if it was the last time I would ever pray..
May Allah forgive All Muslims
Note : this story is from my imagination
mashalla nice story lol at first et7rait it was true esta’3rabt o i was shocked…
May Allah forgive All Muslims
Ameeeen
Wonderful! Very descriptive mashalla. This is the best piece I’ve ever read written by you.
It reminded me of that Kuwaiti singer ely taab I dunno if you’ve watched him on TV.
Allah yhdeena inshalla w y7sin 5atmetna. Ameen.
thats so true .. i wish we could all just forget about the fun of life and start thinking of our ending
allah yhdee el jamee3 inshallah
Wooow!! mashalla its very nice story i loved it!
S-Dolphin= Lool ana ba3d et7rait true ^^”
sis it is a reflective piece of writing, I felt every single line you wrote … it is scary and we have to remind ourselves for the life after …
few days ago a young women of age 20 passed away of a sudden heart attack while she was sleeping, but imagine that she wrote ‘w9eya’ n that let me think to do it, she asked to send her cloths for charity n asked that her mother should do the body wash .. n many things that no one would ever think about it …from deep of my heart I would thank you for this GREAT story ….. keep up your WONDERFUL writing I really luved it :_(
S-Dolphin –> i feared that ppl would think it was based on my life.. lool..
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UAE Belle –> yeah watched it.. subhanAllah..
glad you liked it sister
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Bella —> Ameen…
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Fayt~ –> glad you did sister and welcome to my site
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MissFikra —> subhanAllah, we don’t know when our time will come
I still make sins , but I;m trying my best to be a good muslimah before it’s too late..
Jazakouna ALlah khair sisters for passing
I’m glad it was just a story, and gladder still it was such a great one to read. This should strike a cord with a great number of people as nothing gives us a clearer view of our lives than death. Suddenly, the things we do, and don’t do, STAND in a different light. Let us not make those ‘false promises’ to ourselves & Allah, ‘but real changes’ to our lives in living praise of the gift of life and to the Giver of that gift.
your humble servant,
Ancient Clown
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mashallah nice story…wayed nas ma yefhamon bel zain..lazem etehom ‘6arbah gwayah 3ashan ytobon
salam 3alaikom
i like what you wrote, it makes me think of the past thigns i did. lol espacially the part about the sheela, when i first starting wearing my scarf( a few years back), i really didnt know how to wear it, and i always showed my bangs, lol pathetic but funny. il7emdillah i dont show my hair now, except by accident .
keep posting things like this
take care n salam
Great story mashalla ..
allah yhdy el jmee3 inshalla =)
mashallah niice story wayed t2thrtbha m3na it isnt real bs wo ana agra shwai w a9ee7 lol ….allah yhdee iljmee3
ma sha2a Allah..
its well written ma sha2a Allah.. o u made good use of colors and formating.. made me feel as if am looking at the scene.. like the ”Teet .. Teet.. Teet..” that was nice .. ^_^
barak Allah feech e5ty el kareemah.. as2al ALlah lakeee el thabat 3alla 6a3atah..
sallaam 3alich sis..
wut u wrote really amazing..
smtimz t9eer actionz in or life t`7leena nfker fe 7yaatnaa n think of wut we do !!
o some of shock tw3eena mn `3aflatna..
braak allaa feech o alla ythbet eljmee3 v_v
i thought that u were talking about ur own experience i was like reading every single word with great attention until i read the last sentence ” a story from my imagination” !!!!!!…i was about to cry man :S…
but mashallah u r very talented…keep up with the good work
mashallah wayeeeeeed 7low el story .. dam3at 3ini 7ath .. 9dg et7arek elmsha3eer wayeed .. lazeem entoob 3an li ensawe .. lahyen fe denyh n7n .. allah yhdeenh inshallah w y’3fr thnobnh ^_^
thnx…
Wow .. this just awesome
I loved it
MAshAllah ! thats written well.it made me look as if i was in that situation . im a newcomer over here n hope to continue blogging
Regards
HQ
this is so touching :’) mashalla 3leech keep it up
“May Allah forgive All Muslims”
Ameen ya rab