Who Am I?
The girl stood right in front of me, staring at me in a way that gave me the chills. She looked at me as if she had many things to tell me..
Many secrets that she wants to reveal to me..
I looked at her with deep sorrow and asked “what’s going on, why is this happening to me?”
She simply glared back without any response..
How stupid of me, how would she reply back when she is unable to talk..
I looked at her and moments later, I starting shedding tears.. Tears of pain, regret and confusion.. Why? Just tell me why..
I wiped my tears away and looked back at my reflection in the mirror and said quietly “Who are you? Where’s candle of hope, whom I have know very well”
I walked away from the mirror, wishing so deeply that my reflection could give me an answer..
It has been a month now since I have been like this..
Away from Allah, away from my Islam, away from the true meaning of being a “Muslim”
I no longer have the will to do good deeds.. At all..
My intentions have changed 180 degree’s..
Who am I?
Where is the Muslimah in me?
I went back and looked at my reflection and asked “Will this phase ever go away?”
مِنَ الْمُؤْمِنِينَ رِجَالٌ صَدَقُوا مَا عَاهَدُوا اللَّهَ عَلَيْهِ فَمِنْهُمْ مَنْ قَضَى نَحْبَهُ وَمِنْهُمْ مَنْ يَنْتَظِرُ وَمَا بَدَّلُوا تَبْدِيلًا
لِيَجْزِيَ اللَّهُ الصَّادِقِينَ بِصِدْقِهِمْ وَيُعَذِّبَ الْمُنَافِقِينَ إِنْ شَاءَ أَوْ يَتُوبَ عَلَيْهِمْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ كَانَ غَفُورًا رَحِيمًا
May Allah’s blessings always shine on a person as wonderful as you!
Rumdan MubarK, Wishing you a joyous Iftar with happiness, health and success always
aww sis.. 8awi eemanik brabek =) w ramadan is so soon now.. so Allah ygaweek enshallah w yt8abal mnnk 9al7 ela3mal
good luck =)
Sister, stop looking at the mirror .. it might be a jinn or something trying to play around with you ..lol..im sorry .. im just too excited about Ramadan .. RAMADAN MUBARAK!!!
Who am I ? Im a person who is STRIVING to be good Muslimah !
salaam & jummah & ramadan mubarak
please keep me in your duas, jazakallah 
Ramadan Mubarak. What a great time to find out who you are. You know what? It takes a strong person to hold on to their deen…….grab on!
In sha’ Allah this is the season of Imaan!
This is the time to lift up your spirits!
May Allah guide and bless us all!
…………Ramadhan Mubarak……………
Salaam hope you are keeping well, wish you and your family a happy Ramadhan.I pray Allah shower his blessing on us all and our iman to stay strong Amin
Mbrook 3laich eshahar
akthery men elthekr e5le9y niyatch
yzach allah 5air