Haunted by Fear
She stood there, gazing at the sea silently, gazing beyond what could be seen. The cool breeze passed through her soft hair making it move like a child riding back and forth on a swing. She turned away facing the crowd filling the seashore. What a beautiful view. Children roaming around, playing with their parents, building sand castles while the birds sing along together. All this brought back some memory to her, when she spent her time at the beach with her parents to have a picnic. There’s nothing like a family get to together. She could visualize her self when she used to run around playing with her father, remembering their laughter’s when her father would catch her and remembering the smell of her mom’s sandwiches that she had prepared for the whole family.
She came to her senses because of the pain in her heart, she felt as if someone was trying to grip her heart and pull it out of her chest. She started to tremble and fell onto her knees. The cool breeze touched her skin trying to wipe away her tears, trying to tell her that everything will be ok. How could she ever forget, how could she ever forgot the most abysmal moment in her life, the moment that shall haunt her to her grave.
She stood up and walked away, regretting the time she came to the beach.
How I miss my family….
It has been almost a year since her whole family got murdered by those who hate us, murdered right in front of her naked eyes. How would she ever forget the whole scene? The scene of her family lying dead on the sea shore while she yelled helplessly, calling out for them yet she received no response because they were all dead.
Hoda was only 12 years old when she saw her parents get murdered. She was spending a lovely day on the beach with her whole family when it all happened. Tell me how will she ever get over it? I doubt that she ever will, for she will always be haunted by fear.
I wonder…
have any Arabian, or muslim in General,, looked up at their President? Holding him all the responsibility of what happened…
Haven’t any Arabian or Muslim ever thought, to face the fact that their presidents are just agents… all … and “THINK” when i say all..
what a shame.. for us to be proud of our presidents, putting their pics on our cars… they never thoguht of doing their duty toward us as muslims and arabs.. And Yet we “Love” them… Respect them.. not because of anything, just because we were raised as children to love our Shyoukhs… and that to them we belong..
i dont belong..
How sad, I do wonder what happends to men, women, and children such as Hoda who have been through such a tradgedy in their lives. It has to be crippling to their minds, a person is not made to process such things. The world can be so cruel, people say the devil works very hard to bring down Allah’s people, but truly in my eyes I don’t think he has to work very hard at all. I have heard stories like this from children in the Sudan, its very sad I give money to the Save Darfur.org but truly I wish I could always due more. I guess there is nothing more to do but to pray, but sometimes I wonder if my prayers are ignored. Good post sis
your prayers.. are never ignored.. but God has His wisdom, and is the Best Who Knows when is the right time to answer…
Best Regards almira,
A
hey hope you’re feeling better
Allah al musta3an..
salamz
Oh!poor girl!wat happened to her parents y were they murdered?
mortalmuslim –> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WaCJn4hdjc watch this video please, it’s in arabic but the girl in the video is the girl i’m talking about..