There are people in your life that a play a great role in it, it’s like they are the main ingredient in a food in which it makes the food one of a kind.. Without them the food has no taste at all and without them the food is no longer special.. This is how I picture my life without my father.. I picture that my life would no longer be special the way it used to be when he was there..
What made me talk about this and realize how much I am attached to my father is that a slight change in my bedroom made me be aware of this thing. I have removed my old tiny fridge and replaced it with a bigger one and once it was all set up I realized that the change was too much to handle and I’m just talking only about a fridge.. After the change in my bedroom I started thinking about the time when my dad and I will be separated.. Maybe because of death of maybe because of my marriage.. Allah knows from what..
I felt a slight grip in my heart and felt that I could no longer think straight..

I really fear losing my dad, because I love him so dearly although it is not obvious that I love him so much maybe it’s because I’m too shy to show him how I feel towards him..

How can I not love the man who gave me everything I ever wanted and always made me feel special?

It’s really funny how a simple change can make you think of many other serious issue’s.. probably this change in my room would make me appreciate my dad more..

May Allah forgive all Muslim Fathers and Mothers..

Ameen