I look out the window and see little kids playing around, their laughter fills the area with joy and happiness. Yet, i find them enjoying their moments with people other than their parents, people such as their nanny’s and housemaids. So i stop and ask myself, will i be like that? will i let someone else steal away the glorious moments with my kids? will i let someone else replace me as a mom? or is that i am too “over protected” that its not actually a big deal.
I wonder will i be a good mom? will i put my childrens needs infront of my needs? will i be dedicated to them?
Are there moms who never depended on housemaids to help them raise their kids? 
I really cant stop thinking of this issue. Every time i look at my baby, I thank Allah for blessing me with such great gift and then wonder, will i be a good mother?