My getaway
I stopped my car in the middle of nowhere and felt the urge to take a deep breath , my mind was blank and i couldnt think of anything. i didnt know where i was or what i wanted. All what i knew is here is where i had to be. I looked around me and saw myself surrounded by beautiful tree’s, i saw my self being showered under the beautiful sun shine. it felt good. I got out of my car and started breathing, clamly and quitetly. trying to feel every breath go inside and fill my lungs. I felt relaxed. A cold breeze touched my skin and i felt a sudden chill. I have been wanting to come here a long time but couldn’t. i just never seemed to find the right time. I took a walk , heading towards where ever my feet took me to and found myself infront of a huge water fall. i felt like running with maximum speed and jump off the cliff with my arms wide open and go deep into the river and shower myself with the breath taking waterfall. i stood there and gazed at the water, saw the fish swim with joy. This scene made me smile, this place took away my stress, my pain and my fear. I sat there for hours , doing nothing just enjoying the music of the waterfall and humming along with the singing birds.
Shaklch m’9ayjeh abt something..don’t be..don’t stress over the fact that you aren’t as ‘active’ in Da3wah’ as you once were, or you aren’t able to do as much as you used to with regards to 3ibadah – even if you just make sure you take care of your fara2i’9, and that includes your husband and daughter, then you will continue to get Ajr and Thawab, sweetness! *hug*
Don’t let Shay6an put miserable thoughts in your mind; thinking abt what you ‘could’ do BEFORE has no use. You HAD TIME before; Al7mdlla you’re a wife and a mother..what more could ya ask for?;D
If you’re really missing listening to lectures, you can always listen to them while doing housework; that’ll keep tiredness away from you, and you won’t notice how much energy you’re putting into working!
Allah ywaffgch w ys3dch dnya w A5irah <3
Salaam alaikum.
How have you been? Remembered you after a long time. I’m not even in Dubai right now?
Take care!
wa alaikoum al sallam. its been a while. how are u? r u working here? thats great.. so wats new ?
Sallaaaam.. OMG!! it’s been a while since i’ve heard anything from you.Thanks for the very lovely advice. Yzach Allah khair
thanks for dropping by. You in contact with anyone from talkish?